Im really very confused right now... I have the start of feelings... For a girl. Its nothing serious, just a crush but still... I like to think Im pretty damn straight. Not entirley convinced that I actually like her like that, but Im pretty damn sure. Its really confusing for me though, because Im pretty cool with gays and bis, my best friend is a lesbian. But I honestly have never really thought of being with a girl before, no one other than her. Im also not sure if its just the fact that ive been single for over a year now and im cool with dating anyone... Ugh IDK... Its just weird. And its only her... Its like Ianto and Jack from Torchwood! Ianto is only gay with Jack, no one else.
Ive gotta sleep.. And think...
But I like her, i really do. I just dont wanna ruin our friendship and whatnot and I also dont wanna lead her on and then go " oh! Lookat that! Im not really into girls!"
Again, i gotta think
