Just some stuff..

Soo... One of my REALLY good friends dropped the only class I have with her :( and honestly, I really miss her! I haven't talked to her since then and I'm really bummed.. I didn't really know how much I enjoyed her company until she left. Yeah, I've been really lonely. I've been really worried about her too, shes been looking really sad and depressed lately, I know she's been going through some really bad stuff lately so it's understandable.. But i still worry... I've tried to contact her a few times, just to talk, but she hasn't gotten back to me. I'm starting to wonder if I'm acting "clingy" or something.. I really don't wanna be that person that's super annoying, but this friendship is really important to me! My mom says that friendships are a two way street and it's up to me how much effort I wanna put into it, but the way she made it sound is that our friendship may be deteriorated since we no longer have that class together.. I really hope not! This girl means a lot to me and I just don't this to just be done but I dont want to be annoying by putting this effort into trying to just simply talk to her :/ God, this is so damn confusing... I wish you could tell me what to do blog! I dunno what I should do about this :(

Some updates

Hello lovely world of blogspot! long time no see (again)
so since I last posted, I spent my whole winter break playing video games and chilling out, I'm getting a LOT better, my mom has been awesome and I have a eating plan and stuff. I've been so insanely busy and haven't had much time to myself.. but I have such awesome news!!! I dropped spanish today!!!!! I'm SO happy :D its like a weight off my shoulders. But I'm still gonna be as busy as ever, I'm in the musical and it's INTENSE! I'm here after school almost every day until 6 for rehearsal. I'm an Indian and I'm in the "advanced dance group" It's a lot of hard work, especially since I'm not the best dancer :/ but it's really cool! Dominic, our dance instructor, pushes us to the limit and has really good ideas... he also enjoys making us do push-ups and crazy insane workouts (for high schoolers) but hey! If I go to winter formal I'm gonna look GOOD :)
well, this class period is gonna end soon,
ciao!