hello, goodbye

hey! been a week since I last posted (sorry)I really haven't had anything super duper exciting other than my best guy friend brent came back!!!!!! yay!!!! I missed him :D we've been hanging out every day since he got back, doing nothing but having tickle fights xD we're both crazy ticklish so it was interesting.... yeah....

So, on Friday I will be preforming at Robeks smoothies in Belden Village at 5 on Friday! come see me!!!! I'll be singing for 15 minutes, I'll be doing some stuff from glee :) I'm super excited! haha I'll post more stuff laterz!! <3

random spazz of infromation to utterly confuse you!!!

Summer, a joyous occasion.. a time of no school, when we're supposed to "HIT THE BEACH!", get a tan and just have a jolly good ol' time.. at least until you come back to North Canton... a boring little town with no beach, little to no sidewalks and is just dull... especially when basically ALL your friends are gone on vacation..

I miss them, my friends.... a LOT! they're the people I can entrust (almost) anything to, the ones who I can talk to when I'm depressed or just need to talk. it's depressing to not have them around all the time, I was so used to having their constant support and now that they're not here I think I'm going crazy!

"True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost."

dang is that true.. mine isn't quite lost as it's... just not available right now..

MOOOVING ONNN~!

I went to Borders today and bought "Pretty Little liars" can't wait to read that!!

by the way, before I leave you with your heads scratching I'll be singing on the outside patio of Robeks smoothies in Belden Village at 5 pm!!! come see me~!

peace :D

The dress, the time, the money

soo.. It has come to my attention that school starts in 5-ish weeks, which is 40 days, which is 960 more hours of freedom! ugh!!! summer goes by WAY too fast..

but ANYWAYS in August or October of this year is homecoming... last year I used ALL of my money to buy a designer dress,even though it was REALLY pretty it was very inconvenient because even though it was pretty it was made out of this silky stuff that made me REALLY hot.. I actually almost passed out from getting too hot at the winter formal (which I wore the dress to). so I've been searching around and I found a REALLY nice dress that I REALLY like AND it doesn't cost an arm and a leg.

so I have a LOT of money worth of IOU's from mowing the lawn for my mom and I'm gonna try to pull her leg to let me have the money early so I can buy it (if it's in the store) before the crazy last minute crazy homecoming girls buy all the good dresses! (cross your fingers!!)

Despicable me!

ok, I JUST got home from seeing the movie "Despicable Me" it was GREAT! I loved it!! I saw it in 3-D so it made it even better! :D ANYWAYS, it was a cute/funny/awesome movie the kids were ADORABLE Agnes and her obsession with Unicorns made me almost die from her adorableness!!!!! "it's so fluffy I'm gonna die!!!!" SOOO cute!!!! hahaha it was great... my favorite quote from gru has to be this:
Gru: We stole the Statue of Liberty...!
[the minions cheer]
Gru: ...the small one, from Las Vegas!
[the cheers stop]

haha great stuff right there :3 Steve Carell was GREAT his accent was priceless~!
I have to say, the REALLY funny scenes were the ones in the trailers, but it was still VERY good :D

stuff... yeah...

so I started running at the YMCA, I'm slow but it was fun :) I spent 40 minutes running, I did 2 miles running and then I rode a mile on a bike, then I did 68 crunches and then we picked up the kids from the pool, I have to say, I wanna do it again!!!

I'm gonna see "Despicable Me" in 3-D tonight, and I gotta mow still... yay... but... I really have nothing super important to blog about right now :P

see ya!!!

how?

soo... just kinda but not really "venting" this isn't an angry vent just a release of pent of feelings I've needed to express ;)

I saw you every day, I guess we became friends.. you were in almost EVERY class I had. how COULDN'T I notice you? you're crazy funny immatureness, teasing me, poking me during class, even flirting with me..how COULDN'T I notice you? but we couldn't come close like I wanted, you were dating someone, if I interfered it would've ended horribly.. it was just good enough for me to see you happy every day. or so I thought. you charmed me, I dunno how, you just did. How COULDN'T I notice you? And this hasn't been a passing fancy, I've liked you since the first day of my Freshman year, haha if you only knew how I felt.. you're honestly not the type of person I normally like.. but I'm not exactly NORMAL, neither are you. so how COULDN'T I notice you? you're so carefree, I wish I could be as free as you. laughing and really meaning it... LOVING someone and really meaning it... every time I would see you and your girlfriend together I would feel a horrible pain, I was jealous, how is it you two could stay so long together? so happy? I'm not a person to be jealous easily so I'd feel guilty about that too! how come you could tear me apart so much? cause me so much pain? grief? but... How COULDN'T I notice you?? when I saw you and your girlfriend broke up I was so happy (afterwards I felt REALLY guilty for feeling happy) but why would you date ME? I'm average, completely average, everything you know about me is AVERAGE. I guess my singing is a tad above average.. but what's in a voice? what would that do to help me get noticed by you?? I doubt it would do anything at all.. because other than that I have average looks, average cloths, average personality, just average compared to HER! I wish you could see me, heck, I wish I could see me as who I really am! I can be carefree and happy and pretty and caring just like any other person, but you just see me when we tease each other in class, making funny faces at each other and you"insulting" me while I "insult" you back. I loved spending time with you, but now that the new school year will start soon there's a chance I'll never see you again.. or not anytime soon.. HOW COULDN'T i NOTICE YOU??????

catching up

hello my loyal readers :D I haven't blogged since JUNE 19TH!!!! *smacks herself* I've been super lazy and I've had NO computer access at ALL (sister gets grounded all the time so I can't use the computer... figure THAT one out!)

so, I'm in the princess picnic in the park, we had our first performance last weekend, I kicked ass :D it was amazing, I sang at the silver star youth tent at the Silver star tent and brought a crowd! (w00t!) and we're having our final princess picnic in the park July 10th at 1 pm in alliance (check their website if you're interested)

ANYWAYS

I had my first big cry in a LONG time, nothing really big triggered it (haha like her sister giving her a concussion and bruising her leg and scratching her face isn't really big... xD) but it was nice to cry, I don;t do it often because I was "The Crybaby" in 4th grade and was made fun of.. so I hardly cry anymore :P but when you cry it helps you just... release, I felt REALLY tired cuz I cried for a LONG time.. but it was like a big weight was lifted off my shoulders... it was actually nice xD

this video completely describes me right now, I REALLY like this guy but it kinda completely impossible xD but I heard this song (the guy that sings it is awesome! check out his channel!!!) and I was like "OMFG! this is ME" haha so check it out!

.... I really need a phone that connects to the internet so I can blog that way...I miss blogging all the time!

OH! I almost forgot!!!! I MIGHT be singing at first friday with Canton Idol and friends (If my mom says yes) so I'll post if I am for sure, but First friday is REALLY fun (if you haven't been to it it's something you HAVE to go to!)

I'll try to post a LOT more now (if mother permits!)

see ya~!